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7 Things I’ll Do While My Husband is Away

March 17, 2015
R is on official television business in two Canadian cities for the next 10 days. This makes me sad because I prefer when R is in the same city as me, plus I just started watching EMPIRE (and loving every second of it) and now I have to recap each and every detail of the episodes for him over Facetime, and I hate how I look on Facetime.

And yet there are a few things I’ll do over the next week and a half that are “just me” things aka the way I used to live as a single person (minus the dates). Here are seven of them:

  • I will not cook – I can cook and, when I have time to cook, I absolutely love to cook. And yet when left to my own devices I just can’t be bothered to make much more than a bowl of cereal or salad featuring items that don’t need to be chopped. I’ll assemble food, but cooking for one is just too time-consuming to be worth my one-week while. That said, yesterday I made this cold cucumber and avocado soup. It took 5 minutes, and that’s including clean-up.
  • I will eat as much cold soup, cooked tuna fish and pineapple as much as possible – Those are the three foods in the world that R does not like, so I try to be nice and not eat them when he’s around. But for now, cold canned tuna soup with pineapple #ALLDAY
  • I will meditate every morning – This is an add of convenience because Deepak and Oprah (Doperah or Opek?) happen to be doing another of their 21-Day Meditation Experiences, starting yesterday. I like the idea of meditating in the early mornings but I have trouble focusing when there are other people in the apartment, and we only have one bedroom. So, thank you Operah/Opek for the timing of this opportunity.
  • I will smother Louie way too much – When R is around I try to be strict with Louie because we’re both trying hard to train him to be the best dog in the world, and that requires consistency. Buuut he’s not around so I can just big spoon Louie for hours, give him too many treats, and let him wander on walks instead of focusing and no one will know! Please note though: I have no let him sleep in the bed. Seriously I haven’t. Will I cave? TBD…
  • I’m going to try to write a script – R is the first person who reads all my writing, so I thought it might be a cool challenge to try and use the time that he’s away to write something brand new for him to read when he gets back. As of right now it’s looking like it’s going to be a one-act play, shitty first draft, of course.
  • I’m going to wear this lipstick every single day – R hates this lipstick because it’s super thick, not kissable and stays on forever. Literally it is there in full the next day, after you’ve washed your face. I think it’s actually paint. His points are well taken, so I’m going to get my fill while he’s gone!
  • I’m going to do lots of nice things around the house so he has surprises when he comes home – I can’t reveal what those things are because then he will know, and also I haven’t come up with them yet, but they are going to be super sweet and really helpful because R deserves it.

Oh and also I’m going to miss him…

17 comments

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  12. Unimaginable and unbelievable. I am Tracy Jones from the United States and i have a good news to share to the entire world. Do you need your ex husband or lover urgently? I wanna tell you that you need not to worry because i have a good news for those out there that are faced or similar to such situation because there is always a hope and a solution to all problem. There is a great spell caster called Dr Eku who can really solve your problem. Getting my lover back is what i can’t imagine but when I was losing Newton, I needed help and somewhere to turn badly but my Aunty told me about this spell caster who also helped her on the internet. I thought it won’t work but i just tried to give this man a chance and i ordered a LOVE SPELL. Two days later, my phone rang. Newton was his old self again and wanted to come back to me! Not only come back, the spell caster opened him up to know how much I loved and needed him. This Spell Casting isn’t brainwashing, but he opened up his eyes to know how much we have to share together. I recommend anyone who is in my old situation to try him because he will help you and make things be the way it ought to be. If you have such problem or similar to this, please contact him on his email
    drekuperfectspells@yahoo.com and just visit DREKUPERFECTSPELLS.blogspot.com and see so many people testifying about his perfect work. thank you Dr Eku and may your gods ever reward you for your good deeds..

  13. my name is Clark diana and am from USA, I want to use this opportunity to thank my great Doctor ZATO who really made my life a pleasurable one today. This great man Dr ZATO brought my husband back to me, i had two lovely kids for my husband, about four years ago i and my husband has been into one quarrel or the other until he finally left me for one lady. I felt my life was over and my kids thought they would never see their father again. I tried to be strong just for the kids but i could not control the pains that torments my heart, my heart was filled with sorrows and pains because i was really in love with my husband. Every day and night i think of him and always wish he would come back to me, until one day i met a good friend of mine that was also in a situation like me but her problem was her ex-boyfriend who she had an unwanted pregnancy for and he refused to take responsibility and dumped her. she told me that mine was a small case and that i should not worry about it at all, so i asked her what was the solution to my problems and she gave me this great man’s email address. zatolovespell@gmail.com I was doubting if this man was the solution, so i contacted this great man and he told me what to do and i deed them all, he told me to wait for just 48 hours and that my husband will come crawling on his kneels just for forgiveness so i faithfully did what this great man asked me to do and for sure after 48 hours i heard a knock on the door, in a great surprise i saw him on his kneels and i was speechless, when he saw me, all he did was crying and asking me for forgiveness, from that day, all the pains and sorrows in my heart flew away, since then i and my husband and our lovely kids are happy, that’s why i want to say a big thank you to Dr ZATO LOVE SPELL. This great man made me to understand that there is no problem on earth that has no solution so please if you know that you have this same problem or any problem that is similar, i will advise you to come straight to this great man. You can email him at: zatolovespell@gmail.com

  14. my name is alices owens from canada i just want to appreciate and tell
    every one about the wonderful work dr guru has done for me because he is
    real and not like those fake spell caster who eat up my money and never
    work for me,i have two lovely kids for my husband,about three years ago
    my husband and i has been quarreling about somethings which he is doing
    that he has never been doing before,he now come home late at night and
    drinking alcohol i dont know that my husband is having a secrete affair
    with a lady close to my street and they are meeting in a hotel after
    work hour,one day i confronted him about his new behavior but instead he
    beat me up in front of our kids,to cut the story short i decided to
    tell a friend of my about what am experiencing she told me not to worry
    that she will introduces me to a great spell caster who help her to
    bring back her ex boy friend then she gave me the doctor email drgurulovespelltemple@yahoo.com
    at first i doubted because i have encounter with some scams who ate up
    my money and never do any thing for me so when i get home i decide to
    contact him and explain my problem to him,he told me not to worry that
    if he cast the spell my husband will come back to me in 12hours but i
    said to myself how is that possible,he told me to do some things which i
    did to my greatest surprise after everything my husband came back home
    and started apologizing that he never meant to live me,i love him very
    much and i forgive him and now we are together and living happily so if
    you have same problem with me or if yours is worst than mine you can
    contact him through is mail drgurulovespelltemple@yahoo.com

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